#goddd im so fucking tired of them

[rapidhighway]

Too many members of my family are total pieces of shit and they looove sitting around together and talking about how cool they are, how much they like each other and how their kids don't want to talk to them anymore

[dukeofthomas]

Something I really especially love about btas is that every character is just… a human. Batman doesn't just show up and incapacitate 30 people no issue, he has to fight and brawl with just 1 or 2 henchmen. He can be taken out by hits and poisons and such. The rogues have to surrender when the cops get guns to their faces, and can be overpowered even by normal people. Joker isn't some pure evil incarnation of the Devil or whatever, he's just… a really bad man. Same for every other villain and character. And Bruce actually gets to show personality and emotion beyond Brooking and Grunting. He makes jokes and laughs and gets sad.

I'm really getting to understand why people call this the best Batman adaptation.

[munch-mumbles]

genuinely feel like ive been going crazy the last few nights

[husbo-venus]

family photo! we would like to introduce you to Dominic Victum (left) and Road Kill (right)

[starrbucky]

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[81folklore]

heaven - PIASTRI - part 5

pairings: oscar piastri x private!reader (fc: gracie abrams)

summary: australian adventures of yn and oscar

type: social media au (smau)

authors note: IM BACK WRITING MY FAVORITE ANGELS!!! ive been feeling slightly more motivated so i thought id just continue a story instead of creating a new one (at least whilst im in this slump) i do hope you enjoy!!

heaven masterlist masterlist

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oh australia how ive missed you and your gifts 💫

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user3 whats the best gift australia has given you??

yourusername oscar!!! liked by oscarpiastri

user3 SHUT THE FUCK UP WHATTTT?!?!??

user62 i feel SICK THEYRE SO??

oscarpiastri oh my goddd

oscarpiastri 😍😍

user4 you cannot separate oscar from that emoji

yourusername not even i can😕😕

oscarpiastri you can pry it from my cold dead hands

user81 that dog is so stinking cute

user22 yess but that dress is GORGEOUS

user5 right shes sooooooo pretty liked by oscarpiastri

user88 australia is the one whos lucky!! liked by oscarpiastri

user67 like they are being blessed with the yn ln

yourfriend3 you are oh so lovely liked by oscarpiastri

yourfriend3 i take it back stop your boyf from liking my comments abt you

yourusername he loves me🥰🥰

oscarpiastri i do!! its true!!

oscarpiastri 📍location home

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my favorite lady in my favorite place

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user18 SHE IS HIS FAVORITE LADY OH MU GOD😭😭

user17 AND HIS FAVORITE PLACE IS HOME😭

user24 oh my god she is gorgeous liked by oscarpiastri

user84 i will never ever get tired of them

user28 i hope theyre in love forever and ever liked by oscarpiastri

user55 oscar liking this comment☹️☹️

yourusername my babyyyy

yourusername oh how ill always love you liked by oscarpiastri

oscarpiastri 🩷🩷

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the day you entered my world you changed my entire view on life and myself, you help me find love and happiness in things i never expected and showed me how to appreciate the smallest things in life.

sometimes i wonder if im being selfish, how can i be worthy of all the love and time youve given to me? surely there is someone more deserving, someone who needs everything youve showed me more? i think about what i must have done in a past life to be gifted with you and then i wonder if we are destined.

maybe i dont deserve you in this life, maybe i dont deserve you in a thousand other lifes. but i believe we are meant to be which means for every universe we dont find eachother, we find eachother in a hundred more

im so glad we found each other, i dont know if i deserve you but i promise i will cherish and appreciate you the way i have done for 6 years and the way i will continue to love you for as long as this universe allows and then i will love you even longer in another

six years used to feel like forever but now ill never have enough time, happy anniversary lovely

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oscarpiastri you continue to help my heart keep beating

oscarpiastri i didnt think love was real until i found you

oscarpiastri we will find eachother in every universe i promise

oscarpiastri you are the prettiest and most lovely person i have ever met and you deserve everything and more

yourusername my good looking boyyyy🩵🩵

user29 i have no words i cant comprehend what im reading

user10 i feel so violently ill they are so sweet

user62 my parents everyone!!!

user53 is that an engagement ring?!

user33 wait pause

user5 theres no way right??

oscarpiastri

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you’ve impacted my life in more ways than you will ever know and im so thankful that i get to love you for all eternity, you have such a beautiful soul and i can’t believe i get to hold it

happy six years and to a lifetime more

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yourusername you are so so incredible

yourusername i dont know how many other ways i can say it but i love you

oscarpiastri i love you too

user66 they are sooooo

user7 oh my gooooood i am a puddle of tears

user56 you just dont get them like i do

user32 anyone else sad we didnt get a long caption like yns was beautiful

yourusername oscar said more than enough in his letter☺️

user43 OH MY GOD HE WROTE HER A LETTER😭😭😭😭

user3 six years.. six damn years and they are still so in love

user48 guys are they engaged or not😭

yourusername not!! we are still young and exploring ourselves and the world and we are still grow into better people. we didnt want to rush when we still have so many things to do but we will when we know we are ready🩷 liked by oscarpiastri

user65 i didnt know it was possible to love two random strangers so much☹️☹️

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[lynn-tged-posting]

tged webtoon ep 165 spoilers and thoughts below the cut that im not terribly late on this time yippee!

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what if i went up to you and stared at you like this

HAHAHAHAHAAA I LOVE THIS PANEL SO SO MUCH

ive been sending this on like all my socmeds and to all my mutuals/irls. im tormenting them with it it's just so fucking cute and silly . puppy dog eyes javier. pleading emoji. he's just so fucking silly ALKJDFLSDKF HELL I MADE IT MY DISCORD PFP ITS SO GOOFY I LOVE IT SM HAHAHA CUTE CUTE CUTE

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

silly panels aside back to the top!

lloyd. stop hurting me oh god he looks so tired and gaunt and,,, lifeless. it HURTS seeing him like this, the life he once had just,,, stripped from him.

LIKE I WANTED TO SEE HIM WITH HIS HAIR DOWN AND MESSY BUT NOT LIKE THIS BRUH WHAT THE HELL SOB SOB SOB

the invitation oh my god. its so silly goofy but also so so personal its cute as hell its stupid looking but in the most affectionate way possible. the people of the estate really REALLY care about him and god idek if lloyd realizes that bc literally just after this, he apologizes to everyone for not being able to things for them anymore

not even able to get back up to get back to the bed GOD I FEEL SICK

but it doesnt matter anymore whether or not lloyd can still protect them, the estate has come to care for him so much , its not his protection they want they just fucking love him and he doesnt realize that i feel so fucking ill. lloyd i need you to open your eyes and look at this beautiful land, this beautiful home you've built with your own two hands. ITS NOT OVER YET PLEASE GOD ITS NOT OVER

and then lloyd without second thought chooses javier to live. because he really thinks hes just an extra getting in the way, a burden, a bug that shouldnt be there. so he thinks its fine if he, as a side character, is the one that dies SOMEONE PUNCH ME.

he looks so fucking SMALL. alone and in the dark IM GONNA EXPLODE INTO TEN BILLION PIECES. who wrote this fuckass program. SWEAR TO GOD IM COMIN DOWN TO FIX IT MYSELF GOD DAMMIT

AND THEN THE SYSTEM TEXTBOX COMING IN IM SO GRATEFUL PLEASE HELP HIM SOB SOB SOB

im super duper heartwarmed to see that whoever is running the blue textbox is on suho's side. it has never been impartial, huh,,, it just wants to see his wish come true. ooogh my heart.

lloyd looks,,, strangely peaceful here. is he like, paused rn? im not really sure what the system box is up to, but hopefully thisll delay anything from happening while javier is concocting his plan,,,

speaking of!

FATE KICKING IN LIKE TEN TIMES WORSE IS SO DAMN SCARY. THE MULTIPLE GIGATITANS OH GODDD im so fucking terrified. javier please hurry!!! he looks rlly cool on draggy here hehe

I THINK JAVIER AND ALICIAS EXCHANGE TOO IS SO FUCKING HILARIOUS. alicia, upon only seeing javier, immediately is suspicious of lloyd scheming something. she thinks the two of them are plotting again, hence the "what are you up to".

the problem is that it's just javier on this plan. there is no lloyd directing him, so javiers reaction is SO silly fun bc i. dont think he thinks of himself as being. scheming?? bc he seems SO confused at alicia's skepticism here HADLFKJSDLFKJ ITS SO FUNNY

I REALLY THINK JAVIER WAS GENUINELY A LITTLE CONFUSED AS TO WHY ALICIA WAS QUESTIONING HIM PLEAAASEEE

i think javier believes he's just going about business as usual. doing what he can to protect his lord, as he does, all the time, the usual. sure that involves getting an angel to ask the queen for the eye of summer, but that's certainly not plotting on the same scale that lloyd does. javier isnt a schemer. he just does whats necessary to protect the one he cares about the most. hence his goofy innocent puppy eyes, because its not like hes "up" to anything. idk how accurate this assessment is, so pls correct me if im wrong, but I LOVE IT A LOT HES JUST SO FUCKING DEDICATED I LOVE U JAVIER MVP!!!!!

and then raphie shows up yay!! EXCEPT HELP WHY DID HE GET SUCKED BACK IMMEDIATELY WHAT THE HELL he was so underprepared. poor guy. getting thrown around like this sob sob

ALICIA ASKING IF THIS IS SMTH JAVIER KNEW ABT OR IF THEY WERE PLANNING SOMETHING AND THEN JAVIER BEING GENUINELY FUCKING SHOCKED HELP MEEEE "maybe its not a prank...?" LMFAOOOOO

i mentioned this in the last ep post but like. again javier wears his heart on his sleeve he's so fucking protagonist its unreal. hell, not even on his sleeve, he has his heart out on his damn palm sob sob

i think he's shocked here bc he didnt expect raphaels call to play out like that, he prolly thought theyd issue it more seriously. the issue with this being so half-hearted is now alicia isnt absolutely certain that this is the will of the heavens, so she's less inclined to follow along. it doesnt help that her board of nobles (seriously why does she keep these bozos around they just keep yapping) are arguing back and forth abt whether or not to listen. this is kind of a little wrench in the smoothness of the plan... everything now hinges on alicia's whim now.

anyway two more panels javier being menacing/blunt as hell and alicia thinking on her throne,,, god they are so fucking. awesome i love them so much

anyway that is ALL! for this week! the episode felt a little bit slow to be honest, but i think that's because the events of this ep are little things that build up to whats next, so i dont mind it at all (especially since the last couple of eps have been super fast lately)! i really really enjoy this buildup and im super excited to see what happens next,,,

see yall next week! lloyd please be okay! or ill cry! like for real!

[hyunsvngs]

You mist be tired of me 😮‍💨😮‍💨 but I’m back 🤷‍♀️ skz taking turns with you seeing who can make you squirt the fastest?? (And possibly the farthest) 👀👀

GODDD OH MY GOD. (NEVER TIRED OF YOU BABY) YNDER THE CUT BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY ITNGOT LONG

maybe it comes up in conversation one day. you’re chilling with all the guys, maybe a few drinks passed around and everyone’s feeling the buzz. it’s so easy to be honest like this, relaxing with your best friends and all of you splayed over eachother on the sofas.

it’d be jisung to mention it, because obviously it would. he’s draped on top of chan on the other sofa, sporting a fuzzy look to him in a near-tipsy state. “do you guys know what squirting is?”

your cheeks would instantly blaze. of course you did. but it… it wasn’t possible. it’s not real. “what kind of conversation is this?” jeongin would giggle, to which felix would respond with a similar high pitched chime of a laugh.

“i think we all know what squirting is, jisung,” minho would sigh, affectionate but so so fed up of the younger boy’s antics. jisung would still keep going on, rambling on and on about it.

“i mean, does it ever piss you guys off that we’ll never know who’s the best in bed-?”

“it’s me.” seungmin would say, stoic as ever. you’d allow yourself to laugh, jostling hyunjin who was looking very sleepy on top of you.

“shut UP!” jisung would throw a pillow at him. “y/n. would you be up for it?”

“up for what?” you’d muse. if they all wanted to try and fuck around to make you squirt, sure. you’d messed around with them all before. but squirting was never going to happen. “it’s not possible.”

“it is,” hyunjin mumbles. “i’ve done it before. made someone squirt, i mean.”

you perked up at this. “hey, seriously?”

a few other chimes and mumbles from around the room would prove that yeah, all of these boys have apparently made their ex-flings or significant others squirt before. all of a sudden, you’re interested. maybe they could try.

you hum. “okay, sure. we can give it a try.”

FULL LENGTH ONESHOT OR …??? Lmaooo IM SO TEMPTED

♡ juno

[decaydanceredacted]

the fucking uh. the uh th. hm. the bartskull jeans. and the new photos of the bartskull jeans. shirtless one especially. with the top of the bartskull womb tattoo peeking out. its whatever actually and i dont care but i need to suck his dick. with the jeans on. need to nuzzle my face into his crotch and look up at him with the worlds saddest puppy dog eyes until he lets me unzip them. peter please PLEASEEE giving him the absolute best head ive ever given anyone cuz i need to work for it if i want him to fuck my throat. goddd his grunts turning into pretty girl whines while he slowly loses control.... looking down at me with his beautiful hair falling around his face before thrusting his dick further into my throat... PETER im hyperventilating im going to die if he doesnt let me suck him off please. please. getting my spit and some of the cum that doesnt quite make it down my throat the first time all around the fly of his jeans and getting them all dirty . and its not my fault but he makes me apologize and beg for him to let me keep touching him anyways. makes me get him off again before im allowed to even touch myself (a real feat with his age and meds combo but im up for it. anything for him.) its whatever i need him so bad. let me eat your ass also. peter i could make it so good for you please give me a chance please please please please please im going to pass out. godd pete wentz all sweaty and writhing on the bed while i eat him out... hands pulling at both his hair and mine while he tells me how good im doing and how nice im making him feell... which is all i want i only wnt to be good for him.. letting me rut against the leg of those stupid jeans once the job is done cuz hes too tired to deal with his dog right now... ARGHHRGHHH okay im done im done now im done. - sweat anon

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[rapidhighway]

venting like an idiot

the main reason i dont wanna go back to uni is that i feel like i've completely embarrassed myself last year. idk, i feel horrified at the thought of returning and looking these people in the eye. i didn't do anything, i was lazy and barely finished my projects and the only way to redeem myself somehow would be to come back with some new energy and work hard. i didn't even really get a job this summer because i really wanted to rest, cause i thought i would drop out. and i just feel worse, i feel even more tired

[komaedamizuki]

i saw something anti-therapy and i wanted to disagree but man it was real when it said "it's fucked up that the concept of therapy as a cure-all made people think it's okay to tell others to 'save it for your therapist'"

kinda like that bitch of a friend who got mad and accused me of lying to my therapist because i wasn't acting the way she wanted me to, by which i mean "stop being such an anxious depress-ball because you're bumming me out, im tired of hearing about how much you're suffering", and SHE can't forgive me reacting badly to trauma, despite all the free fucking passes I gave HER for when she took every single one of her psychotic episodes out on me because she couldn't help it, and i was just supposed to forgive her for the way she traumatized me during them. and if i didn't forgive her or ever brought it up again it was "why are you dredging up the past? just tell me you fucking hate me" goddd i didn't before but i definitely do hate her now. i hate that bitch.

i hate her so much that i physically need to get someone else to block her and any affiliates on bluesky on my account for me, because if i were to find her on there (if she has one) i might throw up and be sick for days. and I know she might move to bsky for game dev stuff if she hasn't already. I couldn't subscribe to the game dev feed even if I wanted to because i might end up seeing something triggering.

and if you saw this post and think you know who I'm talking about, you didn't see this and no you don't.

[uraniumnm333]

FUCK I just saw the new card leaks and HOLY SHIT

my first thought before talking about ANY of the cards is MAFUKASA ???? Ngl I always thought that the devs would just like Never Ever make them interact bc hash tag funny. THEY DO THO THEYRE LITERALLY TOGETHER IN AN UNTRAINED CARD (which I will talk about in a reblog)

anyways starting off

SHIZUKU 😍😍😍 See at Forst when I saw this one I was like “what everyone else got smth cool happening where’s shii’s paranormal experience” and then I saw the little ghost girl so 🔥also SHES SO PRETTYYYYY and lim hairstyle maybe ??? I honestly can’t tell who the three star is but I’m thinking it’s either shizuku or Tsukasa because. It is definitely not Rui.

Love him but got damn boy looks a little 🤓 w them glasses on. All in all absolutely no hate tho bc OH MY GODDD !!! Tsukasa cloning himself and holding a leaf normal. Also I love love love the setting sun colors in these bc they make the cards look so pretty !!! Also I thought one of the tsukasas wasn’t casting a shadow for a bit so I’m a goober. I also think they’re at a shrine but I’m to tired to explain (I just woke up)

I’m sorry but I have got to get this out of the way it looks like they copy and pasted her initial 2* head onto her body 💀 other than that tho IM IN LOVE !!!! I love the fact that she’s lookin so smug eating a candied apple,,,, and the scary moving blob of eyes behind her (which I’m thinking could represent her mom ???),,,,, hee school uniform,,,,,, the torii gates,,,

HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT !!!!! Ngl if this turns out to be real and not a leak that’s the new pfp. He looks so silly and there’s all the spirits around him and AAAAAA !!!! The skull behind him is whispering into his ear like “it’s me boy I’m the ps5” nah but the amount of DETAIL ????? I’m gonna cry if this is the 3*. Also he kind of looks like akito

[fruitybashir]

okay, gonna infodump about The Wiggles again for a second sorry this is so very long. (also sorry about the links not being clickable. I hope you can copy-paste them as tumblr didn't like linking them but I've also given you the title of each video if you want to look it up yourself. Also I hope they aren't region-locked.)

this is my fave song that I grew up with of theirs that I can so imagine Bojan singing to kids and also the music vid reminds me of Umazane Misli only cause they're like dancing in a studio and look like idiots which is great. This is one of their first songs/ music vids so they don't have their uniforms yet (they all get a specific colour that they wear and are identified with which really helps kids to go "I like the blue wiggle" or "I like the red wiggle").

(video title: Get Ready To Wiggle - Original Music Video, 1991 - The Wiggles)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-JItfH1PZAs

For the audience participation idea you mentioned like UM karaoke, The Wiggles actually did do this!! one of the members (named Jeff) had it as a character thing he was always sleepy/tired so he would 'fall asleep' during their shows and they would have to get all the kids to scream "Wake up Jeff!" to wake him up. They did it cause Jeff was I think the shyest out of them and they wanted to give him a way to interact with the kids more. Here's this interview where he talks about it a bit and the band in general that's just really good/sweet and shows the band more and Jeff specifically.

(video title: Why purple Wiggle Jeff Fatt handed over the reins | Throwback)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJNWA_aBVHY

this is their most iconic song called Fruit Salad which like everyone knows at least some of and you have to watch to get the idea of their music.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LYYGD56CxTw

and just as another thing of how iconic they are one of our big radio stations here is called Tripple J and they have a thing called Like a Version where people come and do live covers of songs. They have some really big and famous musicians do it and the covers are often really good.

Anyway The Wiggles have changed and added members a few times by now but they did have at least 3 og members (plus some new peeps) do a cover of a Tame Impala song and they incorporated Fruit Salad into the song which was just so iconic of them

(video title: The Wiggles cover Tame Impala 'Elephant' for Like A Version)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a13WnqsRc5g

(that radio station also has a song contest thing called The Hottest 100 every year where everyone votes for their fave song. I believe that cover did really really well, like it either won or was in the top 10)

there's so much info about them if you're interested but something I think is really cute is they're called The Wiggles because "that's how children dance".

anyway their wikipedia page is good if you wanna read about their history and stuff in more detail. I think it's interesting.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Wiggles

anyway sorry for the super long post/rant/thing about something very random but they're a really important group here and they mean so much to me and many others and the idea of Bojan in your fic just fits so well with them. once again sorry for the wall of text/infodump but I hope you find it interesting maybe!

(also I love your fic a lot and daycare dad Bojan has wormed his way into my heart which is why I got so excited to talk about The Wiggles)

omg i loooove this little-not-so-little infodump <3333 i dont really have anything clever to add bc im with company so my thoughts keep getting interrupted by someone talking to me but OFC i know fruit salad and also that audience participation thing sounds so funny and cute fr 🥺🥺💖

i kinda fucked myself over with making bojan work in daycare in this fic bc now i cant stop thinking about himmmm goddd. maybe i DO have to write a short bonus scene of the band performing for the kids. or something. anything. i need more bojan with kids 😩💖💖💖💖

[sakumasmut]

cw// they/them himeru w/ a pussy (can be interpreted as afab or intersex)

my brain has rotten into mush and i can only think about cuntmeru,,, (totally not inspired by an rp i just had involving intersex agender angel! meru...)

anyway i like to imagine cuntmeru x amab reader (esp if meru is still the taller one lol) where reader is meru's partner and is horny, so meru just. immediately offers their cunt... lets their partner use them until theyre satisfied, even if meru has to get overstimmed in the process. basically himeru whores themself out to their partner... its almost like free use but i think meru leans more towards monogamous at any given time... either way i KNOW meru would have the prettiest cunt ever and i really like the idea of meru having their cunt ruined and bred. goddd theyre so gorgeous i need to creampie them one million times

sorry if this is incomprehensible babbling, im half asleep but im so. himerubrained...

I think being free use solely for your partner still counts! as long as you establish that boundary you know

but oughhh cuntmeru…really love the idea of them being kinda cold to others but the moment their beloved partner wants to fuck? their legs are spread and you can do whatever you want. maybe himeru’s just that horny too, or lets themself drop the persona when you’re around, finding it easier to not think too hard about it when you’re seeking pleasure. imagine approaching them from behind after a tiring day and reaching your hand into their pants, them getting the hint and letting you take them off even if you’re in the middle of the house and not on the bed…hearing them groan when you slip inside them, back against the wall, and then getting to cum inside without needing to ask, because you already know they’ll let you.

[okthatsgreat]

SAW ABT RYOBE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IM OBSESSED. He is so interesting I LOVE HIS ARCHETYPE. What's his deal. Do you have any extra info, facts you want people to know, etc... Please do tell ‼️

OUGHGU!! OUGUGHGGHUGHGHGGHGHFDJK

more about him under the cut <33

YOUVE GIVEN ME THE PLATFORM TO RANT ABOUT MY OC SO GET READY. GET SO READY

RYOBE goddd he's so fucking funny 2 me. he thinks hes the funniest person on the planet and is a thrill seeker who loves to bring people entertainment, even at a steep cost. he's self-centered but genuinely is so unable to see how selfish he is because he is convinced that everybody finds him as hilarious as he does. because if they dont find him funny they MUST be uptight. its why he has a soft spot for naomi-- she always laughs when he tells jokes because she literally doesnt know what else to do except awkwardly chuckle fhdgjsk

he really doesnt think hes a dickhead and honestly can be very kind, but a lot of his kindness comes from behind a wall of humour even when it is HIGHLY inappropriate. he pulls so many pranks and it gets tiring so quickly. you have to be so careful where you sit because he keeps finding whoopie cushions and nobody knows where hes getting them from

he's cunning but he's not intentionally evil. he's just genuinely so removed from reality once the killings start that he defaults to what he knows-- entertainment at any cost. he fucks with evidence and then reveals it at god awful times. he takes death very lightly and plays jokes on people who are genuinely grieving. at first its all fun and games but then as the murders keep piling up everybody else adapts and changes but ryobe stays the exact same to an unnerving degree. he just cant seem to grasp the severity of anything mostly because he doesn't want to, but eventually (around chapter four) he finally for real starts to realise just how many people he has severely fucked over. this includes all three people involved with chapter three, which started over a terrible misunderstanding that literally all could have been prevented if ryobe didnt try pulling a prank

he starts feeling guilty and has this very ugly breakdown at one point, but he eventually starts climbing his way back up. and THEN. he gets shot. because he reached out to naomi at the worlds most awful time gfhdskgj. in the end it wasnt his facetious attitude that got him killed it was the kindness he was starting to extend openly and willingly

fun facts about him is that hes hella rich but is actually not the kind to flaunt it surprisingly. his youtube channel is called "ryvil" bc he smashed his name and devil together lmfao and also the word rival. and final fun fact about him is he is sooooo fucked up in the postgame au LMFAO

[gayspock]

also

this is the uglyyy bit but all the younger ppl in my gfamily are gonna be going to uni, soon. and i keep getting uni posts on my fyp every now and then. and ughh... ijsut feel so fucking miserable about how i thought i could have ever had a new start there and it was just like. repeatedly rediscoveringthat no matter what new place you put me in i jsut cannot ever make it fucking work no matter how hard i try man.

i reallyfeel so . miserable and embarrassed cuz i barely remember any of my time there and i jsut see everyone else who moved out into places with friends and got new hobbies and lifestyles and it changed everythingggg for them.. meanwhile i feel like i did nothing but scrape by and spiral and regress as a fuckingperson. i was afucking ghost again . nobody could remember my name by thirdyear and i remember standing at graduation with people who looked at me confused like who... are you... . and i dontknow whats wrong with me . i reallydont. like im havinggg that moment tonight the GODDD WHATS FUCKING WRONG WITH MEEE crisis like igenuinely dont know why becauseits everywhere i go whatever i do no matterhwat i dont know i cant make it work im getting worse every year everyy timeeee

i feel so disconnected from everyoneeven im so exhaustedim so tired theres no wayican ever make it work if i try i think it all just comes out wrongpeople just say to keep 1 going ! people will like you but theydont. they really fucking dont. and i cant be mad or blamethem its just the reasonable response its like . dude who cant get it together dude whos so fucking bad at anything interspoanl because he jsut never managed to fukcing. have a fucking meaningful relationship with anyone despite being well into his fucking 20s. OK. cant make conversaiton any more nothing to talk about so fuckingburnt out of nothing i have nothing in my life to bring up i cant find anythign any mroe im jsut a deadweight of a human ifeel like im jsut forcing everything up whenver i tralk to people and theyre gonna figure it out in the end and jsut think im . weird i feel like i still just managet o be nothing but annoying because im just such a desperate sad sack all the timebecause everything jsut feels too much bigger than it isbecause it isbeig when you have NOTHING. IN YOUR FUCKING STUPID EXISTENCE and itjust feeds into itself again and again jsut try hawrder dude just go out there try harder meetpeople find hobbies again and again and it neverweorks because theres something . its not smething wrongggg with me i jsut feel like i lack and i lack and i lack if eel like i cant do anyhting but just sort of orbit everythingaround me im not seriousss im not seriousss people and i wish i couldbe fine with it but i cant take it i cant ufcking take the way people just look right through me all the time and the loneliness and nothaving anything but jsut . the shittty fuckignthings about being aliveitjust feels like chroe after chore for nothing. FOR NOTHING CUZ THERE IS NOTHINGGGGG nowim done god i need to ficing GODDDDD fuckmt LIFEEEEE